By Axle
What is being a victim? I have been one several times. The first time, I remember I was eight years old. I was molested. Throughout the years, I was molested and beyond. I felt like I was dirty. I felt like it was my fault. I swore to myself that I would never let that happen to my kids.
Being a victim rips your soul in two. You feel like you have been stripped of your innocence and so much more. It rips apart your self esteem. Most of the time, people even keep it inside. They won't tell a soul. They feel responsible, so they are embarrassed to talk about it.
This weekend my daughter was a victim. The one thing I swore I would not allow to happen, I did. She was not touched or hurt, but was definitely chosen and became a victim to make some ignorant 40 year old virgin feel like he has power over a child. But he was wrong. We were on it right away.
The guy bolted immediately. What did he do? He put a knife to my child's throat. He would have been ripped apart if he didn't run while my husband was talking to my daughter. And her uncles were here as well. So we filed a police report and issued a restraining order. I think they should run his DNA through the system. They might have solved more cases. But you know what? That is not even the worse part. She has not been herself.
She keeps asking me if she did something wrong? "Why does it feel like this?" "When will it stop?" She repeats over and over. I know she will be okay. I told her that a lot of little girls and boys never say anything when things like that happen. They keep it tucked really deep down in them, inside and growing with discontent and a dark hatred. But she did the right thing. She did it it immediately, just like I told her in our "talk" we have every once in a while to go over those things.
But now, she is having the nightmares and low self esteem. She keeps asking me if it was her fault and is tore up about it. The good thing that came out of this? Someone will be victimized and she will be able to talk to them and be there, when no one else can. She loves helping people, so that made her smile. But it is going to be something a little rough, but we will go through it together. Hand in hand. I just wish I could have prevented it all together. I know I am suppose to write about the paranormal, but this situation has me consumed. My daughter just become more of an adult. I don't want to let her down.
See you in a few days. If anyone has had some supernatural encounters or hear voices, you can email me, [email protected]. My name is Axle. Thanks for letting me vent and I would love some experiences.
What is being a victim? I have been one several times. The first time, I remember I was eight years old. I was molested. Throughout the years, I was molested and beyond. I felt like I was dirty. I felt like it was my fault. I swore to myself that I would never let that happen to my kids.
Being a victim rips your soul in two. You feel like you have been stripped of your innocence and so much more. It rips apart your self esteem. Most of the time, people even keep it inside. They won't tell a soul. They feel responsible, so they are embarrassed to talk about it.
This weekend my daughter was a victim. The one thing I swore I would not allow to happen, I did. She was not touched or hurt, but was definitely chosen and became a victim to make some ignorant 40 year old virgin feel like he has power over a child. But he was wrong. We were on it right away.
The guy bolted immediately. What did he do? He put a knife to my child's throat. He would have been ripped apart if he didn't run while my husband was talking to my daughter. And her uncles were here as well. So we filed a police report and issued a restraining order. I think they should run his DNA through the system. They might have solved more cases. But you know what? That is not even the worse part. She has not been herself.
She keeps asking me if she did something wrong? "Why does it feel like this?" "When will it stop?" She repeats over and over. I know she will be okay. I told her that a lot of little girls and boys never say anything when things like that happen. They keep it tucked really deep down in them, inside and growing with discontent and a dark hatred. But she did the right thing. She did it it immediately, just like I told her in our "talk" we have every once in a while to go over those things.
But now, she is having the nightmares and low self esteem. She keeps asking me if it was her fault and is tore up about it. The good thing that came out of this? Someone will be victimized and she will be able to talk to them and be there, when no one else can. She loves helping people, so that made her smile. But it is going to be something a little rough, but we will go through it together. Hand in hand. I just wish I could have prevented it all together. I know I am suppose to write about the paranormal, but this situation has me consumed. My daughter just become more of an adult. I don't want to let her down.
See you in a few days. If anyone has had some supernatural encounters or hear voices, you can email me, [email protected]. My name is Axle. Thanks for letting me vent and I would love some experiences.